I didn’t write for a long-long time, and I also disappeared from Facebook and other places on the Internet. The reason for this is that I’ve gone through some hard times. My grandmother become very sick. She had several surgeries, and I had to help her a lot with daily things. Her condition was slowly degrading, and after about a half years of struggling she passed away. This did impacted me emotionally (for she was very close to me), but also my whole life was turned in and out and upside down, since I was living with her in her house for a long time.
But life can’t stop, it must go on and so must I. Many things around me I let to fall into neglect, but that must change. I must get back to working on, and fighting for making my dreams true. I must continue this blog, as I have so much to share, and most importantly I must finally continue and finish the story of my journey in West Tibet – many years passed and I’m still only in the beginning with blogging it. I also must continue working on my art projects.
In general, I’m VERY unsatisfied with my productivity in the last half year. I could have done much, much more… and I must do my best to correct that. Now it’s more important than ever, as now I’m living alone – this has both positive and negative aspects. The negatives are that I must take care of everything alone, including paying the bills, and I might have to find a new home as well at some point – which also means that I must temporarily abandon my idea of trying to gather the money to buy the DSLR camera I dream about, and save any money I get for survival. I’m really unhappy about this, but right now I don’t see any other way. The positive aspects are that I have now much more freedom, I can concentrate solely on myself, which I should exploit in order to push forward my dreams and plans.
So, my current plan is to publish the next part of my journey in no more than a few days, and also resume the work on my latest unfinished artworks and upload them to the Internet as soon as I can.